Bored

yeahh my deviantart account, yeahhhhh basic graphic thingss

2006-01-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

www.hisheartbleeds.deviantart.com

haha

2005-11-23T11:02:00.001+08:00

chak! haha...hmmm guess this will be the last blog ill be typing, no more story telling haha, nothing to share, nvmm....visit. hisheartbleeds.deviantart.com yeahh blog through pictures, arts, and so on so fourth........

streets of uptown...

hmmmmmmm

2005-10-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

yeahh...new skinn did this in macromedia fireworks haha..long time didnt update, no time, no story...k bye mayb ill start to blog again on the 27th of Ramadhan...

testinggg

2005-10-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/virusvapour/try.swf

hmmmmm...life goess onn

2005-10-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmm thursday... early need to wake up, 830 need to got to sch cause theres something my group need to do that was taking pictures of other classes...class started at 1, see how many hours ive wasted but nvmm, this job could get 200 bucks..think so...hmmm guess next week i wont doing it, lazy laa..then today, early in the morning got PE, teacher brought us to the GYM...hehe puasa i still cann do all those stupid things haha then after PE i get tire and sleepy haha so after prayers stille need to go back to sch to discuss about hinokio stuff with my other gruop haizzzz alot of workk, no peace in ramadhann...after that went to mosque, still need to walk again, haizz can u imaginee whole day walkinggg...reached home at 5 and straight away i target my bedd, then sleep till 630...break my fast alone, haha sad huh? yeahh its truee yeahh thats all for todays mr.cinderella story,hahakz...bye...

haizz

2005-09-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today, ive met an accident, haha a cyclist(ih spelling correct??) bang me while im crossing the roadd didnt know whose fault but he flew off plus i can see that his bike is a racing kind of bike which is very light in weight and expensive too! hmm, it was destined that there was no cars comingg haha...soo i fell downn, naa didnt hurt me much too sleepy to focus on the accidentt haha..then the guy took his bikke off the road and scold some vulgars(not to me) and i ask him if hes ok or not..his reply wass ok soo i just went off with a bored face cause my pants is torn a bit..haizzz now! i nee to buy another pantsss haizzz...but the cyclist did bang on my chestt haha naaa not that painful silat punches/kicks are worst! and i hate u! get lost! out of my blog for now!haha jokingg....

ramadhannnnnnnn

2005-09-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

haha yeahh its cominggg...haha hmmmm guess its time for me to blog, hope theres people changing of what i put on the previous post..haha hmmm yeasterday did came late for class, relaxx laaa raining wahttt, but still kena scolded haha but nvmm, so me hasman and desmond chose the title "should students date while in school" haha.. superb titlee haha..hasman will be doing on conclusion, des on advantages on having bf/gf while me..khehehe the DISADVANTAGE hahaha, thats sooo funnn....hah then today went to watch movie with other ITE, college west east and central haha movie entitled "hinokio" hmmm quite a nice movie though..haha now! weve got 100 hrs to settle a 90sec vclip on that movie, damn! haha hmmmm cant wait for monday for the newsletter cover page designn haha..haizzz boringg laaa hmmmm. kept on dreaemingg about bikessss haizzzzzz...XR125L ish~~~~~ makkk i wnatt bike!! haha kk get lost!

khehheh lets break people's heart!

2005-09-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

semua CINTA SESAMA INSAN menghampiri ZINA
selain CINTA SELEPAS BERKAHWIN
Message: Kami tidak berzina !
Maaf saya tidak menuduh awak berzina ,tetapi
awak menghampiri zina.
Kami hanya barbual-bual, berbincang,. Bertanya
khabar, minum-minum di kafe. Adakah itu
menghampiri zina?
Ya,perbuatan itu boleh menjerumuskan pelakunya
ke lembah penzinaan.
Kami dapat mengawal perasaan dan kami tidak
berniat ke arah itu.

Hari ini ya.Esok mungkin kamu kecundang.Iblis
akan memerangkap kamu.Iblis amat
berpengalaman dan tipu dayanya sangat halus. Ia
telah menipu moyang kita yang pertama,Adam
dan Hawa. Iblis amat licik. Ingat ,pesanan
Rasulullah :Janganlah engkau bersendirian denga
seorang wanita kecuali yang ketiganya ,syaitan
(Tabrani) .Kita lemah menghadapi tipu daya Iblis.

Tidak semestinya semua orang bercinta* menjurus
kepada penzinaan. Ada yang bercinta dalam
telefon dan hantar SMS sahaja. Tidak pernah
bersua muka pun!

Betul .Tetapi itu adalah salah satu yang
dimaksudkan dengan menghampiri zina. Memang
pada awalnya tidak bersua muka. Tapi perasaan
pasti bergelora,lambat laun desakan nafsu dan
perasaan serta hasutan Iblis akan mengheret
kepada suatu pertemuan. Pertemuan pertama
tidak akan terhenti disitu sahaja.Percayalah, ia
akan berlanjutan. Tidakkah itu boleh membawa
kepada perzinaan akhirnya?

Takkan nak berbual-bual pun tak boleh? Itupun
zina ke?

Zina ada bermacam-macam jenis dan
peringkatnya, ada zina betul, ada zina tangan iaitu
berpegang-pegangan, ada zina mata iaitu melihat
kekasih dengan perasaan berahi. Zina hati iaitu
dengan khayalan berahi dengan kekasih
sepertimana yang digambarkan oleh Rasulullah:
Kedua-dua tangan juga berzina dan zinanya
adalah menyentuh. Kedua kaki juga berzina dan
zinanya menuju ke tempat pertemuan. Mulut juga
berzina dan zinanya adalah ciuman (muslim dan
Abu Daud). Sebenarnya jalan menuju kepada
perzinaan amat banyak. Jangan biarkan diri kita
melalui mana-mana jalan perzinaan.

Duduk berdiskusi pelajaran tak boleh ke? Bincang
pelajaran sahaja!*(bagi kes belajar berdua-duaan
SAHAJA)*

Berdiskusi pelajaran, betul ke? Jangan tipu. Allah
tahu apa yang terselit di dalam hati hamba-
hambaNya. Kita belajar nak keberkatan. Kalau
cemerlang sekalipun, kalau tidak diberkati oleh
Allah, kejayaan tidak akan membawa
kebahagiaan. Hidup di dunia tidak bahagia,akhirat
lagi lah. Jangan berselindung disebalik pelajaran
yang mulia. Allah suka kepada orang berilmu. Jadi
belajar hendaklah ikut batas dan ketentuan Allah.
Belajar akan jadi ibadat. Adakah berdiskusi
macam ni akan ditulis oleh malaikat Raqib dan
Atid.

Sungguh! Bincang pelajaran sahaja. Ni Study
Group.*(bagi kes berdua-duaan SAHAJA)

Study Group...? nampak lain macam saja, manja,
senyum memanjang, tak macam gaya berdiskusi.
Takkan study group berdua sahaja? Kemana-
manapun berdua. Kalau ye pun, carilah group
study ramai sikit. Kalau duduk berdua-duaan
macam ni...betul ke bincang pelajaran?
Jangan-jangan sekejap saja bincang pelajaran,
yang lain tu... banyak masa dihabiskan dengan
fantasi cinta!

Tidaklah. Sungguh berbincang pelajaran.*

Baik sungguh awak berdua. Takkanlah awak
berdua tak ada perasaan apa-apa? Awak kurang
sihat ke? Ingat, kita bukan malaikat, tak ada
nafsu. Kita manusia. Jangan menafikan fitrah
manusia. Kita ada nafsu, ada keinginan. Itulah
manusia.

Kami berdua sama-sama belajar, study group*,
saling memberi semangat dan motivasi.

Tak adakah kaum sejenis yang boleh dijadikan
rakan belajar? Habis sudahkah kaum sejenis yang
boleh memberikan motivasi? Jangan hina kaum
sejenis kita. Ingat, banyak orang cemerlang yang
belajar hanya dengan kaum sejenis. Lebih tenang
perasaan, tidak terganggu, dapat berkat dan
rahmat pula.

Takkanlah tak ada langsung ruang yang
dibenarkan dalam Islam untuk bercinta? Adakah
Islam membunuh terus naluri cinta?

Naluri adalah sebahagian daripada kesempurnaan
kejadian manusia. Naluri ingin memiliki dan suka
kalau dimiliki (sense of belonging) adalah fitrah.
Kalau naluri itu tidak wujud pada diri seseorang,
tak normal namanya. Islam bukan datang
membunuh naluri dan keinginan itu, tidak! Islam
tidak suruh membunuh naluri seperti yang
dilakukan oleh para paderi atau sami. Jangan
nafikan naluri ini. Jangan berbohong pada diri
sendiri. Bukan salah dan berdosa kalau perasaan
itu datang tanpa diundang. Itu adalah fitrah. Cuma
tudukkan naluri itu untuk patuh pada perintah
Allah. Jadilah manusia yang sihat nalurinya.
Jangan jadi malaikat! Kerana Allah jadikan kita
sebagai manusia.
Dunia dan segala isinya akan hambar tanpa naluri
atau nafsu.

Tentu ada cinta secara Islam.

Cinta secara Islam hanya satu, iaitu perkahwinan.
Cinta berlaku setelah ijab kabul, cinta selepas
kahwin. Itulah cinta sacral dan qudus. Cinta yang
bermaruah. Bukan cinta murahan. Inilah kemuliaan
Islam. Apabila Islam menegah sesuatu perkara,
tentu ia gantikan dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik.
Jika ia menegah cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan
sebelum kahwin, ia membawa perkahwinan
sebagai ganti yang lebih baik. Sabda Rasulullah :
Tidak ada yang lebih patut bagi dua orang yang
saling mencintai kecuali nikah. (Ibnu Majah). Cinta
adalah maruah manusia. Ia telalu mulia.

Kalau begitu, cinta* remaja semua menghampiri
kepada penzinaan?

Ya, kalau lelaki dan perempuan bertemu tentu
perasaan turut terusik. Kemudian perasaan
dilayan. Kemudian teringat, rindu. Kemudian diatur
pertemuan. Kemudian duduk berdua-dua.
Kemudian mencari tempat sunyi sedikit.
Kemudian berbual panjang sehingga malam gelap.
Hubungan makin akrab, dah berani pegang tangan,
duduk makin dekat. Kalau tadi macam kawan,
sekarang macam pengantin baru semalam
bukankah mereka semakin hampir dengan
penzinaan? Berapa ramai orang yang bercinta
telah sampai kepada daerah penzinaan dan
kesengsaraan. Kasihanilah diri dan ibu bapa yang
melahirkan kita dalam keadaan putih bersih tanpa
noda daripada seekor nyamuk sekalipun!

Masih ramai orang yang bercinta* tetapi tetap
selamat tidak sampai berzina. Kami tahan diuji.

Allah yang menciptakan manusia, Dia tahu
kekuatan dan kelemahan manusia. Manusia tidak
tahan ujian. Oleh itu Allah memerintahkan supaya
jauhi perkara yang ditegah takut manusia akan
kecundang.

Jadi manusia itu tidak tahan diuji?
Kita manusia dari keturunan Adam dan Hawa,
sejak dari awal penciptaan manusia. Allah
takdirkan satu peristiwa untuk iktibar
manusia.Allah tegah Adam dan Hawa supaya
tidak memakan buah khuldi dalam syurga. Buah
yang lain boleh makan. Allah tahu kelemahan
pada ciptaan manusia. Tidak tahan diuji. Oleh itu
Allah berpesan kepada Adam dan Hawa, jangan
menghampiri pokok khuldi itu. Firman Allah:
Wahai Adam! Tinggallah engkau dan isterimu di
dalam syurga serta makanlah dari makanannya
sepuas-puasnya apa yang kamu sukai, dan
janganlah kamu hampiri pokok ini. (jika kamu
menghampirinya) maka kamu adalah orang-orang
yang zalim
(al-Araf:19)
Tegahan yang sebenarnya adalah memakan buah
khuldi. Jika menghampiri perkara tegahan, takut
nanti mereka akan memakannya. Demikianlah
dengan zina. Ditegah berzina. Maka jalan ke arah
penzinaan juga dilarang. Takut apabila berhadapan
dengan godaan zina, kedua-duanya akan
kecundang.Cukuplah kita belajar daripada
pengalaman nenek moyang kita Adam dan Hawa.

Tetapi cinta selepas kahwin banyak masalah. Kita
tak kenal pasangan kita secara dekat. Bercinta
adalah untuk mengenal hati budi pasangan
sebelum buat keputusan berkahwin.

Bolehkah percaya dengan perwatakan masa
sedang bercinta? Bercinta penuh dengan lakonan
yang dibuat-buat dan kepura-puraan. Masing-
masing akan berlakon dengan watak terbaik.
Penyayang, penyabar, pemurah dan berbagai-
bagai lagi. Masa bercinta merajuk ada yang pujuk.
Jangan harap lepas kahwin, bila merajuk akan ada
yang pujuk. Banyak orang yang kecewa dan
tertipu dengan keperibadian pasangan semasa
bercinta. Perangai pasangan jauh berbeza. Macam
langit dan bumi. Masa bercinta, dia seorang yang
amat penyayang, penyabar, sabar tunggu
pasangan terlambat sampai berjam-jam. Tapi bila
dah kahwin, lewat lima minit, dah kena tengking.
Jadi, perwatakan dalam masa bercinta tidak boleh
dipercayai. Percintaan adalah suatu kepuraan atau
hipokrit.

Percayalah, kami bercinta demi merancang
kebahagian hidup nanti.

Bagaimana diharap kebahagiaan jika tidak
mendapat redha Allah? Kebahagiaan adalah
anugerah Allah kepada hamba-hambaNya yang
terpilih. Kebahagiaan bukan ciptaan manusia.
Manusia hanya merancang kebahagiaan. Allah
yang menganugerahkannya.
Bagaimana mendapat anugerah kebahagiaan itu,
jika jalan mencapai kebahagiaan itu tidak diredhai
Allah. Kebahagiaan hidup berumah tangga
mestilah melalui proses yang betul. Sudah tentu
prosesnya bukan bercinta begini, Allah tidak
meredhai percintaan ini. Cinta yang diredhai Allah
adalah cinta selepas kahwin. Bagaimana untuk
mendapat keluarga yang bahagia jika langkah
mula sudahpun canggung, bagaimana
kesudahannya?

Tanya sikit,.. adik angkat, kakak angkat, abang
angkat boleh ke? Ganti bercinta

Semua itu adalah perangkap iblis dan syaitan.
Hakikatnya adalah sama. Cinta yang diberi nafas
baru. Kulitnya nampak berlainan, tetapi isinya
adalah sama. Adik angkat, kakak angkat, abang
angkat adalah suatu bentuk tipu daya iblis dan
syaitan. Manusia yang terlibat dengan
budaya angkat ini sebenarnya telah masuk
dalam perangkap syaitan. Cuma menunggu masa
untuk dikorbankan. Namakan apa nama sekalipun,
abang angkat ke, motivator ke, semuanya adalah
sama. Jalan akhirnya akan bertemu dengan zina.

Jadi seolah-olah orang yang bercinta telah hilang
maruah diri?

Mengukur maruah diri bukan ditentukan oleh
manusia tetapi oleh Pencipta manusia.Orang yang
sedang mabuk bercinta akan mengatakan orang
yang bercinta tidak menjejaskan maruah dirinya.
Manakala, bagi orang yang menjaga diri, tidak
mahu terlibat dengan cinta sebelum kahwin, akan
mengatakan orang yang bercinta sudah tidak
bermaruah lagi. Cintanya ditumpahkan kepada
orang yang belum layak menerima cinta suci.
Kalau begitu ukuran bermaruah atau tidak adalah
ditentukan oleh Allah.

Adakah orang yang bercinta* hilang maruah?

Antara kemulian manusia adalah maruah dirinya.
Orang yang bercinta seolah-olah cuba
menggadaikan maruahnya kerana mereka
menghampiri perzinaan. Manakala orang yang
bercinta dan pernah berzina tidak layak berkahwin
kecuali dengan orang yang pernah berzina. Allah
berfirman:
Lelaki yang berzina (lazimnya) tidak ingin
berkahwin melainkan dengan perempuan yang
berzina atau perempuan musyrik; dan perempuan
yang berzina itu pula tidak ingin berkahwin dengan
melainkan oleh lelaki yang berzina atau lelaki
musyrik. Dan perkahwinan yang demikian itu
terlarang kepada orang-orang yang beriman.
(Surah An-Nur: 3) Jadi, orang yang pernah bercinta
juga tidak sesuai untuk berkahwin dengan orang
yang tidak pernah bercinta. Tidakkah itu suatu
penghinaan dari Tuhan.

Jadi orang yang bercinta* hanya layak berkahwin
dengan orang yang pernah bercinta* juga?

Itulah pasangan yang layak untuk dirinya. Kerana
wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik.
Lelaki yang baik untuk wanita yang baik.

Kami telah berjanji sehidup semati

Apa ada pada janji cinta? Berapa banyak sudah
janji cinta yang musnah? Lelaki, jangan diharap
pada janji lelaki. Mereka hanya menunggu peluang
keemasan sahaja. Habis madu, sepah dibuang.
Pepatah itu diungkap kerana ia sering berulang
sehingga menjadi pepatah.

Si dia ini lain dari yang lain. Dia lelaki yang
penyayang dan bertanggungjawab.

Tahukah hati budi lelaki? Sejahat mana lelaki,
apabila ingin mengambil seseorang wanita sebagai
isteri dan seterusnya menjadi ibu untuk anak-
anaknya, dia akan memilih wanita yang baik.
Tetapi untuk berseronok dan berfoya-foya, lelaki
biasanya akan memilih perempuan murahan
kerana ia suatu pelaburan yang menguntungkan.
Itulah rahsia lelaki.

Jadi, perempuan yang bercinta*, jatuh maruahnya
pada pandangan lelaki? *(tidak mengikut syariat)

Tentu. Mana ada orang lelaki yang normal suka
pada barang yang second hand sedangkan
barang yang baru masih ada. Sesetengah mereka
menggambarkan perempuan seperti kereta yang
diletakkan di bilik pameran sahaja.Tapi ada orang
yang boleh test drive. Ada pula yang kata;
sekadar sepinggan mee goreng dan segelas sirap
bandung, bawalah ke hulu, ke hilir. Sedihkan.
Itulah hakikatnya.

Masih adakah orang yang tidak bercinta di zaman
ini?

Ya, masih ada orang suci dalam debu. Golongan
ini akan sentiasa ada walaupun jumlah mereka
kecil. Mereka akan bertemu suatu hari nanti.
Mereka ada pasangannya. Firman Allah:
Dan orang-orang lelaki yang memelihara
kehormatannya serta orang-orang perempuan yang
memelihara kehormatannya (yang memelihara
dirinya dari melakukan zina)... Allah telah
menyediakan bagi mereka segala keampunan dan
pahala yang besar.
(Surah Al-Ahzab: 35)

Bagaimana kami?

Kamu masih ada peluang. Bertaubatlah dengan
taubat nasuha. Berdoalah serta mohon
keampunan dariNya. Mohonlah petunjuk dan
kekuatan untuk mendapat redhaNya.

Kami ingin mendapat redha Tuhan. Tunjukkanlah
bagaimana taubat nasuha.

Taubat yang murni. Taubat yang sebenar-
benarnya. Taubat yang memenuhi tiga syarat:
Tinggalkan perbuatan maksiat. Putuskan
hubungan cinta yang tidak diredhai Allah ini.
Menyesal. Menginsafi diri diatas tindak tanduk
hidup yang menjurus diri dalam percintaan.
Berazam. Bertekad didalam hati tidak akan
bercinta lagi dengan sesiapa kecuali dengan
seseorang yang bernama isteri atau
suami .Saatnya adalah selepas ijab kabul.

Ya Allah. Hambamu ini telah tersesat jalan.
Ampunilah dosa-dosa hambamu ini.
Sesungguhnya engkau Maha Pengampun dan
penerima taubat . Berilah kekuatan kepadaku
untuk menghadapi godaan keremajaan ini.
Anugerahkan kepadaku perasaan benci kepada
maksiat. Hiasilah diriku dengan akhlak yang mulia.
Ibu dan ayah, anakmu berdosa . Engkau jaga
diriku sedari kecil dengan kasih sayang.
Mengapaku curahkan kasih itu kepada orang lain.
Oh Tuhan, hambamu ini berdosa
Amin , yarabbal alamin. Moga Allah terima taubat
mu.

Kita berpisah kerana Allah , kalau ada
jodoh ,tidak kemana!

YaAllah bantulah mereka .Kini mereka datang
kepintuMu mencari redha-Mu. Terimalah taubat
mereka.

amcam?? da break?? hahahaha

im broken hearted~

2005-09-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm broken hearted by MXPX haha.......hmm todayy good news, got 20/30 for my EES haha...todayy, hmmmmm, practicall, niela''s group join mine, so theress alot of people in my group but who cares..haha yeahh today class starts at 3, so can relaxx abitt, did reached sch early then clash wif delvina in the bus, yeah we talk about our future jobs haha...."multimedia" singapore? haha dont think soo haha.....hmm bored right now, yeahh that heart i made it using adobe potochop..haha will do more "EMO" syle!! in the future haha kk bye......

so heres our heart to heart~

2005-09-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

hmmmm postcards by amber pacific, hmmm todayyy sch was fine BUT after prayer i went back! a camera taking course? damnnn boringgg, we were trained to take pictures with all the resolution that kind of stuff..dammnnn...the next course ill dontt come that was the first and the lastt! waste of timeee! haha hmmmmm tomorow is mondayy, naaa nothing speciall..hahaz, few minutes ago, friend of mine, wanted to pass a possesed womenn..haha my reply was "naaaa, friend told about it already" hahaha u know laaa haha...kkk byee

ur picture are falling down~

2005-09-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

haha lyric from blink 182 titled dammit hmmmm just ate murtabakk my mom bought, fuhhh superbbb...i ate 3/4 of itt haha...hmmm todayy alot of walkingg haha graham didnt come so theres no theoryy haha then anthony showed us a video clip of a women poke a fork to her own eye and a bread knife cutting the meatt insidee...waaaa all were disgusted by that clipp including the boyyss hahah daamnnn...after she(that stupid womenn) cut it, she ate itt..aarrr~ damnnn! haha...hmmmm yeahh thats all for todayyy...bye...

im cold and white, im holding onn, ill try to breath for youu

2005-09-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

haha,try listening save me from me from amber pacific, superb lyricss...haha guess its the best dayy for me, 6 of my friends went to mosque! superbb!! this neveer happened but, it did.. haha....hm todayy yeah did nothingg
try my best to come to sch early so went out at 1115am, class starts at 1130..hmmm can laa..hmmm then in EES lesson annee join my group(des and mann) haizz that girl aarrr, mouth damn talkative, haha soorii very strong if ure reading this blog of minee hahaha!...hmmmmmm k thats all for todayyyy, im lost for words....

ar? teachers day?

2005-09-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmm woke up at 9am, thinking back, "naaa, friends still on their test", so back to sleep, 930"haizzz laazy laa" sleep again, then it was 1030amm,"kk must wake up" haha relaxx abittt call the gas mann, look at the clock its 11am haha then msg jama(wak misaii) he told me that he was about to go to my sec schh haha, so i found out that there wasnt enough time, so slack backk and canceled the visitingg....class starts at 12, went out my house att hmmmmmm yeah u know 12..then fouund out that my sch dont celebrate cause the sec 5s are having their prelimm, yeahh lucky mee...soo i reached sch(ITE) at 1230, went up and saw no ONE! took a look at the class beside me 7 person onli! haha relaxx laaa students make their own holiday watt...the saw some of my classmatess, yada yada yadaa...class starts at 1...7 poerson onlii..haha relax laa...all the way till 3, thenn yeahh graham's and anthony's lesson, they didnt teachh, 5 person onli!!! soo, these teachers, play computer games, haha sekaki, ITE watt, teachers learn from the students.......so i did my own job designing logo for a tshirt competion haha, damn happi!! hope this happens again! haha so to all TEACHERS!!! HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!!

asam pedaas

2005-08-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmm, tomorrow sch starts, haha, guess this holiday, is ok-ok laaa, didnt do much workk.......hmmm monday.......didnt rememberr......tuesday......aar.. forgot......wednesdayy...hmmm?.........thursdayy?...fri...hmmmmm.....sat...ahha remember, did went to my aunties housee haha her new home, kenduri there...watch pontianak dot dot dot, haha damn funny, the pontianak is a bapokk hahha damnnn...thenn todayyy, listening to a lecture, thennn he talk about food plakkkk, haizzz, at that time i wwas in bad case of hungerrr...haizzz, told my sis to order canadian pizza(hawaian!!!) thenn she didnt orderrr, haizzzzz, in the end i had to eat asam pedasss...haizzzz...kk thats all idiots, hehe jokingg byee

riddikuluss

2005-08-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

haha yeahh did watch harry potek on DVD, but the dvd sucks, spoil, so cant watch till the end, hmmm todayy, did went to the photoshop(real one!) print out my work haha, 5 bucks each picture did it for 2...then went to simpang bedok to go for makan haha milo dinosaur!!!!! superbbb...ive got nothing to do right now, damn bored...haizzzz next week is holiday, damn boring, no class(graham's) will be missing photoshop and all those grapihcs....siriusly bored right nowww haizz...lets go!

queen of my heartt haha so emo

2005-08-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmm dindt update, haha, relaxx laaa its my choice wattt, haha, hmmmm kk, few days back or week, forgot. was walking home, took the man-made river path, saw a group of kids playing in/on the riverr, haha hey, hey, actually its not a river k, its a longkang, dudeee longkang, L-O-N-G-K-A-N-G, superbbb...then saw some of them still can happily play slidings on the algea/green2 stuff(spelling?>? anyone??) then i saw some of them were catching fishh, wahhhh soo happy...few metres away, their mother was walking towards themm haha with an agry face while i passed her with a smiley face haha....haizzz wish i could own a classic carr haha kk go! bye!

good times last forever

2005-08-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

hi there, haha, im right now having cough and running nose...dude...im soo happy that my friends silat competition had changed to next week, haha can relax at home...hmmm saturday...went to my religious class, at about 430 like that, my teacher suddenly told us about what heppened in the morning on the same day...she told us that, at about 930 am, there was this girl came to Masjid Darul Ghufran(the place im studying) and she was looking for the teachers there, then after she found on of the teachers(utz halimah), utz went and talk to her and said that she is beautiful but why wwear clothes that doesnt cover her aurat(aar she wore a miniskirt, and i doono laa forget what my teacher told me), then suddently this girl changed her attitude, my teacher at that time was teaching the pri 1 kids on the 2nd level, she heard a laughing that is damn loud(mengilai), then the other teacher went to her(my teacher), said that whether she is spiritually strong, but shes not so she just look from the 2nd level...ihh lazy laaa kk bye

corrupted teddy bears

2005-08-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

hmmmm right here blogging waiting for inuyasha to starts, hmmm my sis in few months time will be giving birth to a girl, guess ill will give her a nick name, "Siti Mariamman" khehe, and ill make sure she call me "UNCLE" which sounds much more younger, khehehe, while im going to teach her to call my elder brother, "OBEK boy" uncle in boyanse i think..khehehe...

kalakuttaz

2005-08-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, long time didnt update my blog, so lets start with today's morning,my class starts at 8, went out from my housee at hmmm 8 haha, relaxx laaa ite whatt, its my choice, not the teacherss..haha but my bro sent me laa, 820am still inside the car but this time my heart starts to beat faster..hehe scared i ll be late,khehehe..kk then went for prayers at ansar, near chai chee there, after the prayers, the is a bit of lecture"kuliah zohor"..wah!!! good topic!! the title is nikah, khehehe but too bad i onli can go for zohor prayers on monday, so ill be missing it, but!! my module will be learning about it..haha khehhe khOO..then yaa till here for today's fairy tale to be continue.....k get lost..

do as infinity by dont know who ah....

2005-07-27T07:09:00.000+08:00

dude, good news, my com is back...hmmlet me start with few days back, was walking towards my busstop, a group of kindergarten students was playing, then one of them suddenly look at me and shouted "pizza" eh budak nii sadin jerr..haha, nvm shes still a kid..k now, im planing to make a daily routine, go to library, yeah i know whats i your mind, but not!, im loooking through magazines, called Computer ART, superb!, all about art unsing computer programmes, next 2 weeks im going to msia, buy some pirated cds like macromedia freehand MX and adobe photoshop cs or the older version..by the way, try hearing this song by dont know who, but the title is do as infinity(2nd ending), its a japanese song (anime-inuyasha)..haha relaxx i still keep my culture MALAY!!...hey2...this is the land of temasek knoww...haha k get lost..boo!

internal resistor

2005-07-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm today, it was my first time test ride my late grandfather bicycle aka the beca, superb handling and speed, with those 2 thin wheels spining, then went to sch as usual but abit early bcause bro sent me....then after school took 67, after i went inside the bus, saw this 2 couples, i had to seat behind them as there is no vacant seat for me, u want to know not?? what did that guy did!! ?? he took his hand and grab this green rectangle stuff from his girl, which is otah-otah(otak2) damn!! at that time i was in bad case of hunger, kept on staring at my burger(burger special) which i bought, haizzz so meannn...now, im still doing my art work, still slacking, no idea or mayb too mcuh idea that i cant think...after this, i still need to draw for my project, 3 drawinggs!!damnnnn..nvm...life goes onnn....i think im in love woth anime, think i wan tot buy initialD anime cds laah, haha no money n no time...its 12 am here, listening to radio, song titled ada apa dgn mu by peter pann which reminds me during my chilling days at esplanade, now not laah, big already think about my future khehehe like realll...haha k, for those who have lost their things, like me(twice!!!)!! ...relaxxxx life goes onnn.. k GET LOST!

plasterglass contractors

2005-07-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

hi, been busy lately, but let tell u that i ve got a good news! ive lost my ezlink card :( nvm life goes onnn, now im coloring my drawinggs karen told me to do...im still using my sis laptop, but not loving it, still wondering which color should i use no idea, and tomorow i need to show this art piece to karennn..dude wazzzz uppppp

darwin interior design

2005-07-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

haha problems occured, seems that i cant find my bags of cds which contain all my computer stuff INCLUDING my broadband cd, which i think ill be needin it after my rebooting it haizz wonder where my bag of cds located at....life goes onnnn and today! i dint go for silat hehe simple reason, wet floor..khehehe ahaizz how?? wheres my cd???? ahah life goes onnn...just watch initialD yester, at first ithought it sucks but when i watched it, superb! haha just love the cars, AE86!!! legendd!!! now im back in love with cars!! by the way right now im using my sis laptop and im in love with it, laptops!! haha life goes onnnnnnnn..k get lost, out of my blog!

hamid and sons contractors

2005-07-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

my com was infected by virus, thats y i didnt login for days....now im using my sis laptop haha...ive been a racist this fews days haha, naa jaust joking around...now, since my com cant be use, i watch anime, inuysha yeahh...haha kk get lost aagain...

chew interior design

2005-07-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, just ate some durians my father bought, hmmm todayy, end lesson at 12, rushed home to change, lucky there was my bro, so can relax, but reached! mosque late(not so late laa)..hmm then i heard this song titled letters to you acoustic version by Finch, one word "power"..yeah..kk, now im damn bored so i think ill be loging out soon..still thinking about my love, bikes!!! haha kk get lost

sanitarium..

2005-06-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

haha haizzz now adays, felt so lazy to blog, nothing to say, so i dont update that much..hmm today, 2 times i trip over something..nvmm life goess onnn...k, just received my new time table, it sucks, on thursday ill be finishing my lessons at 6pm,then, on friday got PE, people want to be clean at that dayy for prayerss, damn, nvmm life goess onn...bye

haizzz

2005-06-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

k, nvr update my blog for a damn long time, nothing to share..nvm, ill try of something, k, i saw a poster on creating a logo competion produced my the health promotion board, so, i called out jian wei and lionel, yeah, those chap have skills on adobe photoshop, hmmm first prize is 500 bucks, but, naaa, join it for fun cause i love logos and designs..by wednesday, my advisor will tell us more info about the competition...cant wait for tommorrow, silat! haha, addicted with sparring damn! haha...k bye..

ring ring...

2005-06-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm todayy, met asri jama and zali..they went for the drum festival training, while im buying my auntie's daughter a present(an mp3)at sim lim again! with my bro..then i saw a new aprilia 125RS superb!!! my dream bike!! keep of thinking of my love....aaaa-ppppp-rrrr-lll-i-aaaaa....hahaha yeahh damnn its twice the price of KR(5K) so aprilia is 10K!!! damnn

dengdong

2005-06-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

checked my result, pass,S for PIE, B for IF and PCP 3.000 for my GPA point. k, just bought a new mp3 player @ 58 bucks, 128MB for my cuzzie, later his mom going to pay me back obviously..andd thats all haha just cant wait for the KL trip again! yaicks! this time its 3 days 2 night..will try to ask my cousines and aunties to come along to go to petaling street, superb place to buy shirts, shoes and so on and so fourth..now u get lost..

..ting tong

2005-06-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

k today wass, hmm cant explain, yeahh met my module friend to go for my religious teacher's wedding but we end up not going it was only two of us, the other we tried and tried to call him but failed, so i end up buying mcflurry(been wanting this for days, i guess), and my friend waited for his friends...yeah ive made a new template, not criticising the mats and minahs, but im just using these names cause im bored and nothing to put so i did this template, still using PAINT, not adobe photoshop haha so no question ask understood?!!!! haha no laa..kk bye

pictures tells 1000 stories....bedek ah

2005-06-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

some pictures i recently took

2005-06-07T15:09:00.000+08:00

One of the world's most romantic place, with man made river

Superb view..

This is where my knowledge comes from..

Future cameraman..

Just love to take photos..

....

2005-06-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

just came back from mosque(eh spelling correct not??), lectured by Ustaz Abdul Rahman, hes a serious joker, thats y i love going to his lecture...today, hmm, did nothing..yaa, nothing...but i had fun, doing nothing..haha yesterday, i went to the silat competion, wow, first time going in the federation, cant imagine when iim inside the ring, all eyes on you, yaicks!..haha thats all bye

....

2005-06-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

just came back from window shopping with my friends..damn, was hoping to eat my cornflakes, butt there was no milk..damn,....yeah, after module went straight to Sim Lim to look for asri's future MP3..while follwing him, im finding too, for my cousine,yeahh 99 bucks can get a 256MB kind, things are getting cheaper as time flies...hope my dream bike n antaran(huahuahua) too laa khehehe..k thats all...

KL trip

2005-06-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

haha went to KL, take a look..

Early in the morning at the bustop

my friends from Sch of Engineering

this fish is one of a kind

Dont know what building is this

Asri and Jama

Somewhere at the chocolate house

Nice!

Reached KL

the gays, jama asri n zul

jamal

poserS

Same

Me and KL tower

ITE College East

Me early in the morning

Busy early in the morning

Neat Room

Good Attitude

Breakfast

Proton Factory

my Dream bike!

My Bike!

Superb!

Putra Mosque

Putro Mosque 2

High Minaret

Big Mosque

Few malaysian madrasah's studentt think its maarif laa

busy, i am...

2005-05-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

yeahh been busy these days...with computers again..this time its not in sch but in my cousine house, fix internet, printer, and not just printer, its printerSSSSS, dude!, 3 printers, install-uninstall, install-uninstall, yesterday, did went to sim lim to buy the printer, went alone..so sad huh? haha life goes on...later need to go to her house and fix the internet, problems occured, dude....planning to buy new pants, a pair of snickers khehe..yeah, thats all for today's cinderella story....and he live happily ever after(in 1/wan second!!!)

mrenghong..

2005-05-25T10:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm, lets start with last two days activities that i did..hmmm...forgot ah, haha kk yesterday..hmmm, i did went to my cousine's house to install her internet, then after that, went to silat, ya, thats all, haha..life goes on..but yesterday, i did'nt went to the CDC stuff, all my classmates were selected under graphic designn!! damn, but, i dont care, more into holidays! hehe, die aar if karen knows....wonder what my destiny lies for today...hmmmm...to be continue..

outing

2005-05-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

yeah, went outing as in window shopping with asri(he bought something) to somerset, peninsular and bedok interchange. For one whole day i had headache, don tknow y, maybe too much thinking. Then tomorrow i need to go back to sch to give approval of me joining the cdc stuff, i dont think im joining, because in JUne all my family members going to KL, for 4 days, dudeee, superb!, last time they did this was 9 yrs back..haha so thats all for today's fairy tale..and wan live happily ever after(1 hour)...

huahuahua

2005-05-20T06:58:00.000+08:00

xm is over now can relax but damn i was selected for the CDC stuff(ready to sacrifice my holidays, but hell no!, dudee, its holiday, but karen had selected me, so i felt abit pity on her, wow since when i have this pity stuff in me, should have the dark force what,STARWARS!!!huahuahua, need to come on tuesday, and give my reply to dino(dont know whose advisor) he or who(i dont know) will divide us(those selected in each class, 4 pupils) about 16 or 20 pupils(dont remember) into 3 groups, that is administrator, another one i forgot, n graphic design....

sickk....

2005-05-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

yeah, been sick for 3 days, actually today i will be meeting my friends but too bad i cant, SICK! haha, started studying for my exam(only 1 paper), hopefully it can reach to my brain with this sick condition..yesterday was the worst of my 3 days sickness( hope tomorrow im back to normal) my brain was like my heart, it beats..haizz...lucky my exam is not tomorrow(those mechanical chap taking) if not ill become more sick..haha kk bye..lifes goes onn...

hairr gone..almost

2005-05-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

haha, karen told me to cut my hair, butttt, hmmmm, seems that i cant see my bro is in the house right now...so...relax laa..ya, today i found out that by taking bus no 17 is 2 times faster than taking 31...sori dian, no choice but to choose ur style...hmm haven start revising my PCA for the exam(19may, release of StarWars)..wait laa still early watt..18 May than study laaa. haha

burp!

2005-05-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

haha just reached home, went out with those mambang, asri, jama, din, adam..haha went eating at beach road, wah!, full man!...bought my mom a present haha, 3rd time(think so) since i was a young boy..haha from 6pm onwards we start walking, after my module...then planing with my module's friends to go to our teacher's wedding..haha we all plan to wear our module uniform..haha nooo laaa..lu gila! crazy ar!..haha off to sleep(i guess)...still wondering wat to buy~~ haiz~~ haha..

khehehhehe

2005-05-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

just got my voucher, 1200! yaicks! zoinks!..too badd, donno waht to buy, khehe thought of buying R/C car, khehehe, naaaaa! yeah planning to buy bicycle laa, easy for to go to the bustop nad back to my home..bad news is that, i just lost my wallet containing my ic. haizz...destiny...what to do? waht to doo..yesterday, silat, can arwah(die) training like what...kk off to makan then to sleep..

arghhh....

2005-04-30T08:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha, muscle maaaan? get lostt lah, my muscle is wayy too much bigger than those chapp in the bodybuilding compettion..haha, wah lauu..................kkk nvr update very long, lazy lah, summore no story to tell...summore no time to switch on computer..busyboydy lahh..kkk off to sleep haha kk bye..later gott module haha kk

hair protectionn is important..

2005-04-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

y hair protection??, yeahh, was walking towards interchange with my friend, then got the group of girl at the vending machine, think 3 or 4 laa out of 8 like that, was looking at me and my friend(think so, specs off lah) nvmm lazy to type aar..kk bye

laughing-like-longkang-landyard..

2005-04-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

k, today, wahh alot of laughings laa todayy....after prayer, went with the mambang2 tanah mechanical students...they all damn kecohh, disturb girls lah, talk crap la, and so on and so fourth..
then as usual, went to these boys teacher's house, to study, on the way reaching teacher house, these two chap(asri and zul) wahh, make me and din laughed until i must listen to mp3 to stop hearing them cracking jokes..when reaching home, they start again, this time asri uses a bapok style of speaking keep on saying "haii" wahh...cannot tahan lehh, must hear mp3 again to prevent me from laughing...haizzz kkk bye..

aar painnn...

2005-04-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

yeah, got an ulser(spellingg anyone????) inside my mouth, on the left side...nvm, kk been busy lately, last 2 days got test, then yesterday, as usual, silat...play with tebong haha then kena slected for playing keris( not confirm)....then today, as usual also, fedup with dreamweaver, but if really..really really....know how to use it, actually it is fun laah...nvm stop talking about that...hmm today, NOTHING SPECIAL!. k bye.

feeling bored?

2005-04-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

yesss, 6 hours back, at my cousine's sister wedding...so, i called jamal, who lives near by(think so)...so, i went to his void deck...talk for awhile, when suddenly, his sis called, asked him to take his father's friend(with family)...............so we went to the compass point where they were waiting.. ih, lazy aah to explain...bye ah...but we did something stupid(not we, its me la)

aar forgot, just now, while the bride was sitting, then these 3 guy want to open their pencak silat lahh, then right when reaching upon the bride, when these 3 guys(one by one) was about to shake thier hands with the bride, look like funny lah.nvm ill explain in melay, mcm dorg susa sehh nk salam, terkang-kang, kang-kang...dlm otak aku, asal sehh nk kene kang2, culture aperr...told jamal about that, dier ketawer sehh...haha aku kalau buakak langkah ta nak seh kang2 kang2...mcm neber lovin to each other gituu...

please evacuate this trainn...

2005-04-16T06:50:00.000+08:00

kk, yesterday, as usual, went to skool, made a presentation about webcamm...then as usual, went to my friend's teacher house. When in the train(heading home), at 10pm like that, the train was malfuntioned, so my frineds and i need to disembark from the train...today onwards, i need to start joggin after 9pm like that, guide by asri..kk need to go sa-pe-derk...prata egg..ammak...

sawadikapp..

2005-04-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm today aar, nothing special, went to skool, play takraw,haha play like what sia ii...then went to ghuff, like usual..thursday night, then got abit of headache...haizzz..starwars...starwars...padme armidala haizzzz~...ngap-hong...

sparrin sparrong spasong...

2005-04-13T06:49:00.000+08:00

haha, kk 2 days nvr update BUT, nvmm, kk, yesterday story laaa ehh, kk hmmm, kk, i was at the drink stall, when i was puoring(english ZER0) milo from the machine, then, like i was dreaming lah, the water had reached its limit, my hand was wet with milo, khehehe using that hand to pay the auntie.."aiyo" khehehhee...silat yesterday found out that there is no djrus to memorise, kahahha, i i kena join sparring for the 8th month :-(, die....bye

night..

2005-04-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

kkkkkkkk, no story to tell..................ZzZZZZzzzZZ

changi ar?

2005-04-10T16:14:00.000+08:00

yeah, just now went to changi with the mambang2 tanah silat, learned djurus, but not that serious laaa, next 2 week got silat test...nvm dont talk about silatt...kk today nothing special that i did...BYE!..wanna go makann damn lapaarr...later at night ill update moree...sayonara...

maydayy..maydayy....

2005-04-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

ha ha haaa, hair GONE! abit only, orrr alot....haha kk off to ghufff, but need to makan for a while.........eNd.

khehehe kheeeeee khO

2005-04-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

kkkkkk, today!, haha later going to CUT...C.U.T my hair!! too many people told me to cut my hair!..which both my hair and those people out there irritates mee! hahaha no laaa...kk today, im going to ghufrannn, religious study...module on "FASTING" BUT, some of classmate will turn it into "JIMAKKK"(sex in english)...which will make my ustaza(female teacher) "SOT"(heywire)..haha haaa kkk gone!.....

ha ha haaa

2005-04-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

kkk, todayyy,same old brand new day, my PE, wah,shuttle run, bad timing, sit and reach, SAME!, ha ha haa wah reached home about 5, then went to meet the mambang2 tanah at ghufrann, opened the Quran, then a colony of ants?? told ustad about that, he said the weather is cold, so that, these insects take RUN COVERRRR, ha ha haaa.............later going to watch, ha ha haa, Gerak..gerak, gerak khassss 3...ha ha haaa...kk disembarkk..

kkk, im the worst blogger aar

2005-04-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

went to mall buy my cat's litter(sand)....later going to meet asri..thennnn aar my auntie gave birth today, but, dono male or female, must remember to install adobe photoshop, and DO MY DAMN PROJECT!!!...ha ha ha...kk...k, disembark...

Starwarss!!!

2005-04-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

Comingg!!! damn cant waitt! ha ha haa

haizz.

2005-04-04T10:39:00.000+08:00

boringgggggggg...(inside classs).................................................

Kkk

2005-04-02T07:39:00.000+08:00

kkk, this is my blogg, everyone, kk bye...